Dear Little Girl, I was once you. I watched Lizzie Mcguire & Rugrats & Hey Arnold I watched PG-13 movies & felt so cool I had lemonade stands I ran around the sprinkler I played on the playground & had the time of my life on the slides My friends & I got along All i did was laugh & smile The only time icriedwas when i fell & got an ouchy My boy friends were just merely my friends & were no different than my girl friends School was a big deal to me Parties were still at bowling alleys or Chuck E Cheese I never got in trouble, because i was “too young” to get it BUT all i wanted to do was grow up I wanted to wear makeup I wanted to wear different clothes I wanted to go to high school I wanted everything i have now
Who knew that everything i wanted was this? I watch shows like 16 & pregnant, Secret life & Pretty Little Liars I watch Rated R movies I don’t have lemonade stands i need to get a real job I run around the track for gym I haven’t been to the playground in years My friends & i constantly fight My laughs & smiles are fake I cry constantly I can’t have any guyfriends that stick anymore because the have to be my “boy friend” or else it doens’t work I’m tired of school Parties weren’t at bowling alleys they turned into grind fest & beer I always get in trouble & now i want to go back because i miss it
So take my advice & don’t be in a rush to grow up;; because once you do there is no turning back.
I had a dream,we held hands while he walked me to class.he whispered he loved me, kissed my forehead,and left to his class.And the only sad part was that i don’t know who he was.All i know is that I’m in love with him now.
We have been though some much together. Over the years i have learned everything about you. when i met you it was in 2007. we where in 6th grade and you came on the the 28 of September.Natalie says that you where wearing a Vote for Pedro shirt but i cant remember.On that day at recess i saw you where hanging out with the person i hated most in the school. Amanda Sanchez. And me trying to be nice i called you over to tell you that you didn’t want her as a friend because she would always copy you and get obsessed with you. And you said and i quote “Umm i think i can choose my own friends!! And i don’t need your help” and you went back to hang out with her.Ever since that day, I DIDN’T LIKE YOUU. but the funny part was after 2 days with amanda you stoped hanging out with her. (i told you soo) then you started to hang out with us but i didn’t like you. And i have no idea how to got in our cabin at camp. i think i was the only one who didn’t like you because if you remember at camp we liked the same guy. and on the star study to told you i wanted to lay next to him.And you said no. because you liked him too. so that made me dislike you even MORE. But one day at school my best friend at the time didn’t come to school and i was all alone at recess and lunch so i went up to you and asked if i could hang out with you. and you where nice enough to say yes. so from that day on i began to like you know who you where. And by the end of the year i had a new friend. And over the summer i came over your lovely house with my dog and we had a blast singing to jonas brother song and posting them on youtube. and in the beginning of 7th grade we had become Best Friends. i could not think of one day at school eating lunch without you.or telling people who was my best friend.In 7th grade i was the one who made you get contacts. i was trying to show off and pushed you in a wall and broke your glasses. you went home that day and told your mom that you bumped into a wall.in march your dog died and you where the first to call me when it happened. and i helped you though it. and that one day you didn’t come to school i felt so lonely because you would always make my day.and when that guy started to tell you that you where stupid for crying over a dog . i was really going to kick his ass. Remember my first breakup? i was crying and you where there. At knotts berry farm was when we really became best friends to the end. i brain washed you and made you go on all the rides, because you where to scared. on sliver bullet we held hand i told you that you where going to be all right. and you trusted me.after the ride you started to laugh because you realized how much fun you had. and we went on it until you puked.(I remember it was orange).and at the end of the day we both bought a snoopy necklace to remember the wonderful day we had. and when we where in the car we listened to “emily-fftl” until we took you home. and from there i only got to talk to you when you could sneak the phone away because that summer you couldn’t talk to anyone.they only other time i really hung out with you was when i called you because i was dying to go somewhere with you and lucky you where on your way to the mall with your mom and i rushed to meet you there.and the next time i saw you was on the first day of school. where so excited because we where 8th graders :). when i got my classes i saw that was didn’t have anything together. and i was sad but i saw you walk though my speech class i was so happy because you where the aid. but later that week i got switched out so yeahh. but in second semester we had two classed together.one was pe and the other CAREER CLASS!. and thats where we saw himm <3.we were both crushed on him everyday. we would we so excited to see him [;.but then you met the boy with the piercing green eyes and you fell in love. you would tell me everyday about him until i told to shut up. (sorry) then came the day i hope that would never in my life happen. My best friend in the whole would was moving and leaving me in california.i cried so much in first period even roger didn’t talk to me. that day was like my world had come crushing down. and when i saw you in the hallway i started crying even more because i couldn’t bear to think that i was going to be left alone. days and weeks went by and where where trying to make the most of our time left together. but it didn’t last very long because the end of the year came so quickly. we had the 8th grade dance and me and you danced until our feet started to hurt. and then it was promotion we got called up,smiled,and left the stage. then disneyland. ohh how i wished that day never ended. we had so much fun with our party of 11. we even wait an hour just to go on indiana jones. that was the best day of our lifes. until we left the park, got on the bus and went back to the school. when we got back and got off the bus you where the first i went to go look for. and when i saw you i went running to you and starting crying because that was one of the last days i was ever going to see you. and we both said goodbye to all of our friends cried some more and went home. that day i slept over your house. and that was the last time i was ever going to see your room the way i looked because the next day. we went to downtown disney and ate at the rain forest cafe. it was krista birthday. and the next monday i went to your house just to give you the best friends necklace. we talked,cried,and said our goodbyes. and the next morning you left to texas. and since then i havent really been able to talk to you. i just hope the wonderful friendship we have doesn’t end. i love you karla michelle pacheco and miss you everyday. i just hope you miss me the same